A sorry form of communication but sadly, the only.

a person of little words
it's funny how i was once that person
i had a terrible problem of opening up in the past
now, I attempt to extend my words to sentences, even paragraphs at times
meaningful sentences with lots and lots of feelings attached
it's very new to me but it feels good
sort of liberating in a way
but then you come to find that nobody is listening
or maybe one of those "in one ear, out the other" deals
or it at least it feels that way
you come to a sudden realization that you're only wasting your time
you slowly shorten your sentences back to simple words
its built up and up and up only to come crashing down hard in the end
now you can't help but save those words for some lucky person later on down the road
someone who will appreciate it and take it in for every little meaning you put behind it
better yet, they express it back to you ten times more
that would be nice
i'm not out to change anyone, nor am I trying to get any attention
it's come to the point where I feel I may only be heard through a stupid blog
it's ridiculous
because everyone takes blogs more seriously these days
sadly, even more than the words that come out of the actual mouth...
which is soooo primitive right?
wrong.